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  • Wonder Broken Free

    Posted at 8:35 pm by Ellen Austin-Li, on February 25, 2022
    Ekphrasis of a Face on a Tree
    
    This palette of oak grows
    with a marbling of pale green
    lichen to frame its pain.
    Sculpted on a trunk, two swirling burls,
    a bulging body and a face
    with the tough skin of bark.
    A dappling of color to offset despair.
    And what of the ivy that twines
    towards this sight? An Almighty mind-
    shift against survival of the fittest?
    The unseen hand scrapes beauty
    from wounds, injury as medium,
    near-death the instrument of the master.
    The features poised uppermost
    on the tree express wonder broken-free
    of the soil at her feet, eyes half-closed
    in reverie, mouth open in an “O”—
    Oh, I’ve known this sort of wonder,
    metal staples holding together the skin
    of life, this scar I wear on my torso.
    
    *Published in SWWIM Every Day: https://www.swwim.org/blog/2022/2/9/ekphrasis-of-a-face-on-a-tree
    

    One of my biggest challenges as a poet is staying in the present moment and really seeing (sensing) what is right in front of me. Sometimes, I fall into this misguided notion that a particular subject must inspire me before I start writing. Of course, this way of thinking only stifles creativity. The sensory imagery around us shows us what’s inside. The poet Mark Doty wrote in The Art of Description that “every achieved poem inscribes a perceptual signature on the world…[The] work of seeing offers, ultimately, a precise portrayal of the one who’s doing the looking.” In other words, our unconscious minds reveal themselves in our descriptions of the present moment. There are no secrets. The images we choose and the way we convey these images betray us.  

    Most of you already know that Ekphrasis means “description” in Greek. On the Poetry Foundation website, the definition of an ekphrastic poem is “a vivid description of a scene or, more commonly, a work of art.” Ekphrasis can stay in the realm of imaginative description —a re-creation in words, if you will—or expand into a more personal musing, its meaning amplified through the artist’s senses. When I’m feeling stuck, creatively, there’s nothing more freeing than a trip to the art museum. When I sit before a sculpture or a painting, the focus is on the piece, not (blessedly) on “what am I going to write about today?” The subject is before me. I’m released from myself.

    Or so I believe. The experience of the images comes from the inside. But, the illusion that I’m writing about something outside of myself is what gives me freedom of expression. In essence, I’ve tricked myself into believing that this writing isn’t about me. As seen in the poem above, a natural scene can present as art. In a “stuck” moment, I wrote about a tree. What burls—nature’s way of healing tree trunk wounds—represented appeared in the poem. My unconscious mind drew a parallel between the scar on my torso (my trunk) and the tree’s burls. I noted this evidence of healing. The way we incorporate our scars into a new self-image, but, even more, how they become a different kind of beauty. The expression I saw on the tree’s face seemed to express wonder. But, by now, you know that it’s my wonder I witnessed. My own surprise that I have thus far survived grievous injury and have stayed alive long enough to see the beauty in my scars. Or, at least, write about them.

    Ekphrasis allowed me to experience a moment of recognition—and also transcendence. Ekphrasis can also be a lesson in trusting the creative process. 

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    Author: Ellen Austin-Li

    Ellen Austin-Li's work has appeared in Artemis, Thimble Literary Magazine, The Maine Review, Solstice: A Magazine of Diverse Voices, Lily Poetry Review, Rust + Moth, Pine Mountain Sand & Gravel, and other places. Finishing Line Press published her two chapbooks—Firefly (2019) and Lockdown: Scenes From Early in the Pandemic (2021). She’s a Best of the Net nominee. A Martin B. Bernstein Fellowship recipient, she earned an MFA in Poetry at the Solstice Low-Residency Program. Ellen co-founded the monthly reading series, "Poetry Night at Sitwell's," in Cincinnati, where she lives with her husband in a newly empty nest.
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      austaways

      February 25, 2022 at 11:10 pm

      Love the poem and your insight into it. I’m pretty sure I am going to listen in Tuesday night to Terri’s reading. I’ll mute myself and hide from the camera😂

      Sent from my iPad

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      • Ellen Austin-Li

        February 26, 2022 at 1:06 am

        Thanks for the comment! Woohoo!! It’ll be fun to have you there on Tues. Teri’s great!

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